June 8, 2014 // Shawn's Journal

At Mirror Lake Diner. Country wallpaper music. As if they have the corner on country + prick patriotism.

Time to just get out. I can't wait to get up there and just SCREAM. Female fawning "mommy" music = country male devotion.

I have much to scream out! And to scream about!

I do like country kin.

My hand are puffy. A bit thirsty. Still some snow in the wooded areas. In a few weeks, snow should nearly be gone. Snow slowed down my journey. Had to spend too much time navigating around it. Did manage to get to my destination, but even Rock Lake was still frozen a bit. Still plenty of snow up there. Had to be very careful. Only step on rocks I could see. I could have easily sunk into a pit through the snow. Cool and windy today with a bit of very light snow. Beautiful.

Nice! No bugs. Saw bees, ants, birds, one doe and a few humans.

Thought of C most of the time. To love both but only have one. Going home to Jayne. Sigh. I will always be tortured.

My fucking knee, as per usual, is not behaving. I don't know what's the problem.

I just love the medium of trees. The wind sings deliciously through them. My favorite thing about being up here.

Even on a late spring Sunday evening, humans still lurk about.

Getting cold by 6:30pm. Best get heading home. Soon! Need to record more birds!

Plan another solo mission.

Plan one with Sam and Suzy, or just Sam and I. Me, Holder, Sandberg with a telescope.

Life just going to pass me by with no lasting connections?

Crazy pregnant scare... Not yet. Spring 2015 is about right. When we can get out from under the shop.

Sam and Suzy want to get knocked up by Fall 2015!

I, oh God, miss C. Soooo much. I just want contact?!